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[17 Aug 2006|10:01pm]
Everyone pray for Alainea Short!! She had an accident. I'm not going to say too much cause I dunno if she'd want it spread, but please pray for her!
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[10 Aug 2006|01:01am]
[ mood | sleepy ]

Well, I've had a lovely evening. Shane and I went swimming and aside from the huge hike, it was absolutely fun! I'm sorry you got bit baby lmao! ;] Then he cooked for me *awws* We had a religious debate and it came out to *I don't think your great great great grandparents existed* lol!!

Shane * It's kinda like swimming with the dolphins * Don't pee on me *

I love you!*

Jenny and I went and hung out the other day and all I have to say is I hate Keisha Cole even more now && He kisses like a duck hahahahahahahaha!

Everyone have a great first day tomorrow* It's my last first day. *tear* NOT!! WOO FUCKING HOO! haha

♥ Y'all


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:+: You're right ;; It was just a waste of time :+: [30 Jul 2006|11:38pm]
[ mood | nauseated ]

Well, Thursday is my birthday... Woo I'll be 17. *rolls eyes* It's just another day. Shane and I have talked about moving. I'd absolutely love to. I hate it here. I hate all the fake bitches... And yes you're fake... you know who you are. I wish I could take Audrey with me though lol. Well I've been staying with Shane and I prolly will for another night or so. Its better than being home. Here lately, its like I can't escape anything. I can't be happy. I went to Senior pics the other day and my dumbass was like nahh I dont wanna have to bring another outfit but then I wish I had haha. It sucked ass anyways. I just wanna get this year over with. I'm so sick of that school and two faced lying whores. I wish Tasha would come back. I miss you sexy haha. But I'ma get off here and finish watching The Nightmare on Elm Street movies. I started last night lol and we're almost done. 2 left to go. Freddie is so HOT. haha.

♥ you whores*

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..*I just want you to know who I am*.. [24 Jul 2006|06:28pm]
[ mood | upset ]

I have a busy week... I don't want any of it.
I thought about going to Jess's funeral, but it's been so long since I've even seen her. I never talked to her after she left Appy and I just don't do funerals well.
I don't want to do senior pictures. I don't want to go back to school. Talking to Brooke made me think of how much I always dread school. Everyday I hate even going. Why is it that you try to be nice to people, yet they're so mean to you? I don't like being home either. I love my parents to death, but it's just this life. I could go on and on about how much I hate being me and how I don't understand what I did to anyone, but I just wont. It's amazing how many suicides occur because of "harmless teasing". I know what it's like to cry yourself to sleep every night after school. I've gotten to that point. If so many people hate you, then why should you want to live? Shane and mom are the only reason I've held on so long. No, this isn't a cry for help and no I don't want attention.
If...Collapse )

Yeah, so I ranted. Wah.

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[21 Jul 2006|03:38am]
[ mood | *pissed & sore* ]

I can't believe I actually believed you...

People really get on my nerves when they LIE.

If you really wanted me, you wouldn't be pretending to be something you're not.

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[20 Jul 2006|02:53pm]
[ mood | hot ]

I figured I'd do a small update. I had my surgery yesterday. They were supposed to take out 4 teeth, but they only took out 2. So I look like a chipmunk lol. Orange Gatorade is all I want to drink now. All I'm eating is yogurt, angel food cake (it disolves) and chef boyardee spaghetti haha. I can eat ice cream today but i couldn't yesterday.

Keep Mrs Parsons in your prayers and Jenny too. Mrs Parsons is in the hospital due to her heart. The doctors say that she has blocked arteries. So just remember her when you're praying. She really is a sweet person and she'd do anything to help someone.

Mom and Shane have been taking good care of me. Mom is babying me and Shane keeps me smiling. Even daddy is being nice to me. lol.

Well, that's all for now.
Leave me some comments ♥

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[16 Jul 2006|12:59am]
[ mood | upset ]

How come everyone else knows what they want? And I have no idea. I just really want to give up on everything. Life is so fucking pointless anymore. I want out so bad.

Comment and I'll...
1. I'll respond with something random about you.
2. I'll challenge you to try something.
3. I'll pick a color that I associate with you.
4. I'll tell you something I like about you.
5. I'll tell you my first/clearest memory of you.
6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.
7. I'll ask you something I've always wanted to ask you.

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[13 Jul 2006|04:39am]
[ mood | confused ]

I can't stop thinking about you and it's driving me crazy.

Far AwayCollapse )

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I'd much rather be an outcast than be like you*.. [09 Jul 2006|09:49pm]
[ mood | annoyed ]

I'm starting to hate me more than ever... And you'll never even know. I'll put my makeup on and fix my hair up pretty and tell you there's not a thing wrong.

I dont know if its me or you or just the whole goddamn world.

I miss being best friends with someone like when you're in elem school. You talk about everything and anything. Now its like i dont have a best friend... I have different friends or aquaintinces(sp?)every other week.

I need some excitement... blah!*

I'd love to tell you the truth about how I feel, but it's too hard. And you make it harder sometimes...

Yanno its not too nice when you're talkin to someone and they just get offline. You coulda just said I dont wanna talk about it. Not just get offline. This friend has been acting weird lately. It's like what have I done... yet they say I haven't done anything.
People are so confusing... especially this one. But I can't help but love them anyways.

Stab me in the heart, bitchCollapse )

What a fucked up world this is ya think?

I'm not trying to be your enemy... Please don't make me one*

Comment u skanks*

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Its an update whores.. [05 Jul 2006|10:36pm]
[ mood | anxious ]

Hmm, so I haven't updated lately I don't think. I've became addicted to myspace *cries* I'm sorry lj I betrayed you. What a loser I am

It's amazing the secrets people keep...Especially about liking you. And its weird when you've known them for years and years. I used to consider this person one of my best friends then when we got in h.s., things just changed. But they liked me... Odd, eh? I wonder if it would ever go anywhere...hmm...

And something that bugs me is when people lie about things and keep secrets (and no im not talkin about the person above just so yanno) about themselves...

Hmm so I have something for u guys today... Totally screened comments and u can say it annonymously if u want. So ask me anything or tell me a secret... if its annonymous i'll unscreen them so u can see my answer. So cmon u can tell me anything even if its not about me ... And ask me anything. The only thing u cant ask is who I'm talkin about because I can't tell you... They know who they are.

Far Away...Collapse )

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I'm bored [02 Jul 2006|09:34am]
[ mood | chipper ]

Yes yes yes i'm awake and its 9:34... what could be the reason? Exactly, I havent slept. I hate bsg badly... old people cant drive! Btw wal mart in bsg opens at 9 on sundays ... rawr and i needed something and had to drive around bsg bored for an hour ... how wondermous was that... oh and dont forget im all skankin it too. Just to get some damn nair... I mean the stuff u have to go through to get Nair.

But im gonna go and hop in the shower here soon*


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Stolen from des [28 Jun 2006|02:50am]
[ mood | bouncy ]

--* What Song Reminds You Of Me?
--*Whats Your Favorite Memory With Me?
--*What Did You Think About Me When We First Met?
--*Are You Happy That You Know Me? *if so Why?
--*What's Your Favorite Animal?
--*Name One Of Your Hobbies?
--*Can You Name One Of My Hobbies? If You Can't Thats Ok :)
--*Who Do I Love?
--*What's Your Favorite Band(s)?
--*What Is Your Dream Wedding? :)
--*Do You Love Me?

Do it and I'll give u a kiss haha*
or if u dont do it I'll cry

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[27 Jun 2006|11:28pm]
[ mood | moody ]

Yeah just bored and saw these quotes ....

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Elmo is a cannibal =) [26 Jun 2006|03:09pm]
[ mood | blah ]

Don't you hate it when nothing really feels right anymore? You look at your entire life and decide this isn't what you want.

I'm working on changing things. Its tough. But I suppose it'll be worth it in the end. Yeah I'm sure none of u even know what I'm talkin about lol.

Hmm, I saw Audrey yesterday. And got to meet Justin. He actually is nice. I wanted to hate him at first when I found out he and Audrey got back together. Don't ask why. You don't need to know unless it pertains to you. I think he's good for her, though. I hadn't seen her in so long. It was kinda weird being around her lol. I got lost when I was leaving Coeburn. I almost cried... I was scared I was gonna be stuck there forever. jk... but I was scared. Then when I found the fourlane, I was sooo happy. Well I went to Shane's and I was already in a bad mood and I ran into a freakin tree... so I had to stop and get out and walk. And I do not like walking. My genius self leaves the lights on so I can see part of the way and the battery dies... I just had bad luck last night. ahh but it'll be okay.

Now I really dont wanna type anymore so that's it the end ... leave a comment or i'll blow u up *

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[25 Jun 2006|04:32am]
[ mood | sleepy ]

Do you remember?Collapse )

I sure do && I miss it so much...

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[23 Jun 2006|05:50pm]
[ mood | sick ]

BoredCollapse )

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[23 Jun 2006|06:34am]
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Help [22 Jun 2006|07:40pm]
[ mood | sick ]

Hey everyone...

Does anyone know of anyone with kids who needs a babysitter..? Let me know.. I'd really appreciate it. =)


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[21 Jun 2006|09:04pm]
[ mood | tired ]

Here's your chance to comment and ask me any six questions you want. Six. No matter how personal, random, dumb or weird they may be, you can ask. I promise to answer truthfully. I will reply back to your comment with my answers, and then you must post this in your journal so that people may ask you six questions.

i don't care if you HATE me, do this!!

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HAHA* [20 Jun 2006|04:58pm]
[ mood | amused ]

This is the best picture EVER!*

Click MeCollapse )

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A poem [19 Jun 2006|02:39am]
[ mood | sad ]

"Do not stand at my grave and weep;
I am not there. I do not sleep.
I am a thousand winds that blow.
I am the diamond glints on snow.
I am the sunlight on ripened grain.
I am the gentle autumn's rain.
When you awaken in
The morning's hush.
I am the swift uplifting rush
Of quiet birds in circled flight.
I am the soft stars that shine at night.
Do not stand at my grave and cry;
I am not there, I did not die.

-- mary frye

When tomorrow starts without me,
And I'm not there to see,
If the sun should rise and find your eyes
All filled with tears for me,
I wish so much you wouldn't cry
The way you did today,
While thinking of the many things,
We didn't get to say.
I know how much you love me,
As much as I love you,
And each time that you think of me,
I know you'll miss me too;
But when tomorrow starts without me,
Please try to understand,
That an angel came and called my name,
And took me by the hand,
And said my place was ready,
In heaven far above,
And that I'd have to leave behind
All those I dearly love.
But as I turned to walk away,
A tear fell from my eye,
For all my life, I'd always thought,
I didn't want to die.
I had so much to live for,
So much yet to do,
It seemed almost impossible,
That I was leaving you.
I thought of all the yesterdays,
The good ones and the bad,
I thought of all the love we shared,
And all the fun we had.
If I could relive yesterday,
Just even for awhile,
I'd say good-bye and kiss you
And maybe see you smile.
But then I fully realized,
That this could never be,
For emptiness and memories,
Would take the place of me.
And when I thought of worldly things,
I might miss come tomorrow,
I thought of you, and when I did,
My heart was filled with sorrow.
But when I walked through heaven's gates,
I felt so much at home.
When God looked down and smiled at me,
From His great golden throne,
"This is eternity, and all I've promised you."
Today for life on earth is past,
But here it starts anew.
I promise no tomorrow,
But today will always last,
And since each day's the same way
There's no longing for the past.
But you have been so faithful,
So trusting and so true.
Though there were times you did some things,
You knew you shouldn't do.
But you have been forgiven
And now at last you're free.
So won't you take my hand
And share my life with me?
So when tomorrow starts without me,
Don't think we're far apart,
For every time you think of me,
I'm right here, in your heart.

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[18 Jun 2006|05:03am]
[ mood | contemplative ]

I've been doing some thinking tonight && before I realized .... It's 5:30... hmm wow *

I Go Back...Collapse )

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..*HAHA*.. [18 Jun 2006|01:54am]
[ mood | amused ]

Some Funny ass icons....


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[15 Jun 2006|05:06pm]
[ mood | sore ]

What is the deal with annonymous comments? Some of the childish things people say.

Anyways, I really shouldn't be sitting here. Sitting in this chair is making my back//butt worse. I need to clean. But I can't bend or sit or anything hardly. I hate it. I feel like I'm confined. I suppose I could start thinking of things I need to do. I need a job badly. But I couldn't actually do anything right now. If anyone knows of anything that I could actually do (lol) lemme know. I think Shane is gonna try to work at Sykes. Hmmm. lol

Well, I really need to get out of this chair. Love you guys. =)

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[14 Jun 2006|05:24pm]
Okay, I have a question for u guys*

Recognize this IP :

I know their provider is earthlink... && if someone wants to admit to the nice comment they left then I wont hack their computer and fuck it up*
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